personal bloggin'

I hate my inability to be sympathetic about anything

my friends boyfriend cheated on her so they broke up but they’re like best friends now and they’re acting like nothing ever happened and i’m like wtf

i’m not one to hold grudges but seriously if someone cheated on me i don’t think i would ever be able to forgive them

like when kyle and i were dating he exchanged ~~pictures~~ with this one chick and while that’s not technically cheating I STILL resent him for it and it’s been almost a year since we broke up 

I wish I knew how to save my money because I come across large amounts of money a lot but then I end up spending it on stupid shit like things at Forever 21 and pizza and I still can’t afford the cameras I want

windows98:

omfg my mom asked to borrow my laptop & my computer is now filled with webcam pictures of my dog posing with a lemon

i don’t want to be here oh my god

I don’t understand why my dad thought we would all be completely okay with living in this shithole with him

I hated living with him in Ohio and now he’s taken all of my friends and family away from me and it’s not making things any better

there is literally no one in the world i hate more than my dad

one of my friends got punched in the face today and i’m not trying to be a bad friend but god damn it’s about time

i’ve always hated winter but now that i live in indiana i REALLY hate winter because it’s hard for mom to drive in bad weather and then i’m stuck in this shithole on the weekends and being here makes me wish i was dead

I don’t want to have kids but I want a kid

like I want a kid to love and spoil and be best friends with etc etc etc but I don’t want to have my own kid because I’m afraid we’ll have a relationship like me and my mom and yeah

it’d be cool if like my sister or a close friend had babies and let me babysit ALL THE TIME for them yeah that would be nice